His first impression of his siblings was that he did not want to get involved with them. He first met his brothers at a dinner party which their seperate mothers brought them to.

With no one supporting him and telling him itвЂ™s not hisДЇault, he vents his anger towards things which is why he is so His fault for his mother to be that way and that the only one who she The poor child and left him with huge trust issues towards the females Her, Christa slapped him and ran into Karl's embrace which only shocked Karlheinz's fault that she is like this but when Subaru tried to protect Giving him a silver knife that can kill vampires. She calls him a filthy abominationДЄnd asks him to kill her and even tries to harm him to the point of even She begins to hate the baby even before he is born as something impure that will ruin her beauty.Д«ecause of this, Subaru's mother who is already extremely unstable put Christa became mentally ill and bipolar, at one side loving Kalrheinz as her 'kind big brother' and at the other side hating him like 'that man that dirtied her'. By that time she was already pregnant with Subaru which only made her condition more complicated. But when she found out about Karlheinz wanting to use her for creating an incest born child between them for his experiments only, she started to struggle in between hating and loving him and became mentally ill. Christa loving Karl as a brother, didn't decline the marriage even though her consent was never really required.

The reason Subaru gave Yui a knife is because he wanted her to kill himДЄnd then he said if she can't do it, she should kill herself.Д®ven though Christa knew very well what she is getting into, and that her 'older brother' (her close blood relative Karlheinz whom she considers as a direct sibling, even though he's actually her cousin) already had two other wives, she preferred to self deceive and think that he only uses them and loves only her. He considers himself filthy and ignorant because of the ways his mentally ill mother had endlessly denounced him whilst either trying to kill him or begging him to kill her. His mother, Christa, described him as being gentle, even though she was the main reason for his horrible childhood and later for his lack of trust in females. He's also a DO-SВ (extreme sadist), but despite all, can occasionally be sweet. He's a delinquent type, kind of violent and loves to damage things. There is a tsundere side of him that not only Yui can see but also his brothers, and he usually gets teased about that by Laito. However, due to his very traumatic childhood, he is easily angered and resorts to violence quickly, going as far as to break everything when he gets extremely angered. Subaru is the silent type who usually sleeps in a coffin, which is also inside his room. He is usually alone and never cares about what's happening around him. Subaru can be described as the loner type. He wears it with the standard uniform pants. There is a small chain loop on the bottom left side of the jacket. His school uniform consists of the black school blazer with the sleeves rolled up to his elbow and a black shirt underneath that is ripped near the bottom and a white shirt underneath it which is longer and also ripped at the bottom. He wears the necklace with this outfit as well.

He also wears black pants and has a black sweater around his waist. In MORE,BLOOD, he wears a black jacket with a black shirt underneath. He also wears black jeans and a necklace that is wrapped twice around his neck with a golden or bronze colored key on it. The ends of the red shirt appear to be ripped/shredded. In Haunted Dark Bridal, he is usually seen wearing a black jacket with a red shirt underneath which has a brown belt around it. He also portrays scarlet red eyes with a slight pinkish hue. Subaru has silverish light-lavender whitish hair, making his hair color not dissimilar to his brother, Kanato's hair color, both being the 'purple' family of tones and colors.

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